it's me again.  yes i've been gone for awhile.  no one prolly reads this nemore but i gots new things goin on...surprise surprise.  katie and a new unofficial/official boyfriend.  yes i said a boyfriend.  another guy down at school.  and so far everyone likes him.  apparently our friends down here have been hopin we get together for awhile.  so yeah.  thats my news.  hope everyone else is doin good.  i'll see u guys in a  few weeks.  luv ya all.

bye bye

okay so i'm no longer catagorizing myself as smittin as a kitten.

now i'm jus confused.

why did he wait to tell me everything i wanted to hear a month to late?

he's lost me and now is when he tells me that he's been afraid of losing me since the begining of summer, he apologizes for everything and anything he might have done to hurt me, and now he promises me change. 

i don't think i want it anymore though.

y didn't he tell me all this months ago when i began asking. 

and then i come home and get online to talk with someone else who i want something to happen with.

at least i thought i did.

now i jus don't know.

Is it bad that I think I'm already smittin?

It's not a new person at least. I've been smittin with him before.

Figures I finally start to update again and no one else does.  Now I get a taste of my own medicine I guess.

Alright well bye bye.

so i had a very interesting weekend full of a few surprises.  i won't broadcast all of them but i will let u all kno one thing... me n D r done screwin around.  (the weekend influenced that).  and i wanted to say i'm really sorry to anyone who was offended by him and i swear i did confront him about him less than funny humor but he won't listen.  so sorry if i hurt neone also.  i love you guys tho, i hope u kno that.  i plan on comin home a couple times in october and i'm gonna call all of u to try to hang out.  i've got such bad homesickness these past few weeks.  i don't kno y either i jus do.  i miss all of u tho.  well i guess that's it.  i'll talk to u guys soon i hope. 

luv ya, bye bye.

p.s. i'm totally gonna graduate on time even tho i switched my major.  i'm excited.